The last couple of months I found myself in a job I was good at, but didn't particularly like. I wasn't my best person and felt I could do better. However not knowing what it is that I did want to do kept me stuck in a a place I didn't want to be in. It was time to make some changes.I didn't want to change me, I was quite happy with myself.I couldn't change the work environment I was in. The only option that was left was to change the thing I had an actual influence in. And thus I made the decision to quit my job.
It was a shock to many. Did I have another job? Did I know what I was going to do? How was I going to pay my bills? These are some of the questions I got asked. People didn't understand how I could make such a crazy decision at my age. But what I found alarming was people telling me that they understood. That it was daring, brave even. That they would if they could. These were people of my generation, struggling with life. Struggling to find a balance between careers, social life, family. Not doing the things they want to do. Keeping up appearances, pretending to be fine. People being overworked and unhappy.
I can not even put in writing the relieve I felt when I made a decision to choose for my own happines and health. I felt as if an enormous weight was lifted of my shoulders. Starting 2019 I was free to do whatever I wanted to do with my time, no obligations whatsoever. And to make the most of this free time, I decided to go travelling. Not to 'find myself', I have a good enough idea of who I am. But to enjoy the time I have,and make fantastic memories. So it's a fact. on 4 February I will starting my journey trough southeast Asia, starting with Bangkok, Thailand. If you're interested, check out my travel logs in the coming months, where I'll be sharing travel updates.
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Wesna Engelhart